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you gave me light
02:38
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You let me talk to you about anything I feel or do
And it means the world to me you never judge
Even when you should
You said my name
Gave me light
Like a flower
I thrive
Always been told I was a nuisance
But you said marigold was my essence
A weed my whole life, full of confusion
Now a happy seed, ready to blossom
Maybe I'm not as bad as I thought
Thanks to you
I'm happy for once
At the very least I hope I'm half as bright as you
Because you deserve the sun and every other star
To see you in pain is to see a tear in space
So I offer my sun
So I offer my sun
So I offer my sun
And there you go
And there you go
And there you go
And there you go
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impose
02:25
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My mind's never been my friend
And though I've tried, I forget who I am
Be kind, I don't know how to lie
Would you cry if I were to die?
Didn't mean to impose you
But I wanna say that I love you
I apologize if the vent airs too warm
I hold it in and end up being burned
Melted metals never looked less cool
Ready to be shaped, but I'll always be this lame
Didn't mean to impose you
But I wanna say that I love you
I love you
Sorry if I ever imposed you
With the problems I hold in my head
Problems you didn't know you'd face being my friend
Didn't mean to impose you
But I wanna say that I love you
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shackles
02:50
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Kind of think if I died
Everyone would let out a sigh of relief
Happy they got rid of me
You could say all you want
But that won't change my mind at all
Been told it since I was a small child
All your friends got the same anklets
Rusty, brown, metallic looking
They can't stand you but they can't leave
Like a prisoner, you hold them down
You shackle them to the ground
Do everything with them, they can't breath
Pictures of me line the walls
From days before I'd ever fall
When I thought I was loved by all
Now the truth I see
Everyone hates me
I was blind before because I chose to be
Now I connect the dots between who stayed and who left
They all got one thing in common
All your friends got the same anklets
Rusty, brown, metallic looking
They can't stand you but they can't leave
Like a prisoner, you hold them down
You shackle them to the ground
Do everything with them, they can't breath
Please let us out
We've had enough
This is no fun
And it never was!
We grab the keys
Unlock our feet
Get off our knees
And flee
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i gave you my heart
03:03
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I gave you my heart
And I took half of yours
Held on to it like a trophy
Showing it off
Just to hear you say muffled things
Behind closed doors
I gave you my heart
I gave you my heart
I gave you my heart
I gave you my heart
Had to take yours
You gave my fears a physical form
The ones I have to convince myself aren't real
To think I thought of you as warm
And now our iron bond is torn
I gave you my heart
I gave you my heart
I gave you my heart
I gave you my heart
Had to take yours
Blood stops flowing first of all
Then my eyes lose their life and I fall
I guess death was bound to come to someone without a heart
It seems I was right all long
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i'd rather be alone
02:38
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You could call me but I don't know if I'll pick up the phone
With all that's said and done and did, I'd rather be alone
Saw your heart drop the moment that the thought started
To come out my mouth, but I couldn't stop it
This is how I feel
This is how I feel
Feel
This is how I feel
Feel
This is how I feel
Think I find joy in painting you a bad guy
With all the art supplies you claim you got me
But I don't think I hold ill will
I'd just rather we didn't split a bill
Maybe that's rude of me
But this is how I feel
This is how I feel
This is how I feel
This is how I feel
Feel
This is how I feel
Feel
This is how I feel
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jaxsen Louisville, Kentucky
hi im jaxsen & i like making art
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